#next stop nowhere
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
There are dozens of funny blogs to kill time on Tumblr.
Text
"Happy National Video Game day from all of us at Night School Studio to you. 🎮👾🕹️" from @nightschoolstudio's x/insta
#i dont frequent twt or x or whatever you want to call it and i mostly linger on insta#so im posting it here for the tumblr peeps and to memorialize the art#bc its just so damn cute#night school studio#lost signals#oxenfree#next stop nowhere#afterparty
156 notes
·
View notes
Text
Played the sci fi game from the people who did Oxenfree but it’s an Apple Arcade exclusive so it has no online fandom I can talk to it about and it was so good 🥲😭
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
alas, the “literary genius as a kid” to “chronic ao3 user” pipeline claims yet another victim…
#it happened so fast i swear#it gets you out of nowhere#one second you’re a little 8 year old trucking through books like your life depends on it#and the next thing you know you’re up at 2am again reading fanfiction about those weird gay asses that you can’t stop obsessing over#actually autistic#my posts#ao3#fanfiction#autism#dead boy detectives#payneland#i’ve made quite a few posts about being an avid ao3 user but still
326 notes
·
View notes
Text
youtube
youtube
youtube
About 4 total hours, and the presence of some glitches. I really can’t remember how much I edited out, like getting stuck on puzzles and such.
I should release the next stop nowhere footage since i didn’t realize it’s gone???
I hope I didn’t delete it on a whim / for storage
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
TW. Vent
(basically me talking about how my relationship with my sister is)
me and my sister have always had what I would consider a forced relationship but sometimes it actually works and flows on it’s own despite the fact that we have practically nothing in common and we are polar opposites and it’s really saddening to think about
anyway my sister and I actually texted back and forth today about snow bc our area got a few inches and she was asking about how bad things are at my moms because we live on a 13% incline on a backroad in a small town so I sent a couple of pictures told her about shoveling the driveway earlier and asked how things were at our dad’s house where she is staying for winter break until her second semester starts in a few weeks (she’s a freshman in college)
and it hit me how even if we have our moments where conversations are easy and we don’t really fight we still fall into the pattern of older mature perfect sister and problematic childish little sister who can’t seem to be able to even compare to her.
Still we mirror each other relentlessly if I do something wrong at my moms I’m ‘just like my sister’ if I dare defend her when they wrongfully comment about her calling her selfish or ignorant for not wanting to deal with them after they literally said the equivalent to hoping she was severely injured at the least ‘I am taking lessons from her’ or ‘being corrupted’ and it’s exhausting
@local-lover-boy
#Can we tell that I have spent my whole life being compared to her and not once has it been in a good way#And I spent years trying to relate to her to no avail#Think the final nail in the coffin was when our cousin who has never struggled to interact and be friends with her#She asked if I could not be included in a family event despite the rest of my family going because I ‘wasn’t normal enough’#And I guess that made it click that me and my older sister are two different genres#she’s a cliche cheerleader Barbie falls for a jock and they get married in a church and grow old together#And I’m just a queer kid struggles with faith despite growing up in it and doesn’t believe a relationship can actually work out for good#Two very different books#Another thing that gave this realization was when we were out with a friend from church and she mentioned she had never doubted her faith#And I have never not struggled to believe it’s been a constant uphill battle trying to get myself to believe and not question the religion#I ended up crying for half an hour straight after that when we got to our next stop#Because I have fought so hard to be nowhere close to her and when I am actually similar to her it’s not even in the good ways#It’s her few flaws that I have in common with her#It’s the things that could make people dislike her that we share#Btw I’m autistic adhd so I have spent my whole life being ‘not normal enough’
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
being a trans person forced back into the closet hurts so fucking much. i want to be him again. i miss him
#for context: i searched for a job for months but nowhere would hire me because i'm trans#eventually i stopped presenting as openly trans and i got a job within the next two weeks :/#i fucking hate it here#trans#trans man#transgender#transmasc#trans ftm#closeted trans#recloseted trans
42 notes
·
View notes
Text
---
#I can't believe my computer broke just a couple of days before the new chapter came out.#Not to be dramatic or anything but this was my last straw#It means everything to me 😭😭😭 My puter has my whole life in in. And endless resources of everything#That's why people tell you to backup stuff 🤦🤦🤦#Okay before I get too dramatic it's not gone like I can turn it on just fine.#Except there's no cursor to be found anywhere and I can't find a way to fix it#(Yeah it's not the f4 key I've tried that. Repeatedly)#So since there's no way to turn the puter off without mouse I had to kill it the hard way 4-5 times today#(aka every time I tried turning it on again in hope everything got fixed on its own)#And when I turned it on again five minutes ago. IT DIDN'T START NORMALLY. AND IT ASKED THE SYSTEM LANGUAGE AND STUFF#I lost like. Half my lifespan. I was terrified it got formatted out of nowhere and I had lost everything#It didn't. It seemingly is fine (from what I can see from my desktop).#But man I really didn't need this kind of stress on top of average exams depression#Idk what to do... I want to go to the guy in my dorm who studies computer science but it'd be the third time I ask him for help–#and I'm a little embarrassed now. Asking for help sucks in general#But I don't have money to pay consultation...#I think there is a chance my touchpad just worn out since. Like. I use my computer extensively#But even that seems a little excessive? Not even the buttons work. I've only had this computer for three or four years...#Anyways I don't have a physical mouse. And I can't spend money to buy it when there's a chance that wouldn't fix the problem. Ughhhhhhhhhh#random rambles#If I stop posting in the next days. It's simply because I can't 😭😭😭#Goodbye people please keep posting ss kk for me
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
He hesitated as the child below him smiled and reached up. His claws rested right above its head and yet it looked delighted to see him. Did it not realize the danger it was in? It grabbed his fur and giggled.
"Puppy!"
...if he was asked, he was simply raising it up to help him infiltrate human settlements better.
#Khan a.#Zoroark Khan#Raised by Zoroarks au#Khan finds Akari in the middle of nowhere and is about to kill her (bc all humans deserve to die in his eyes)#But when she smiles at him he can't do it and decides to take her in and raise her instead#There was something about her looking... Happy to see him that stopped him#(when was the last time anyone was happy to see him?)#(this is bc I thought it'd be funny if Khan raised akari as a Zoroark and then got upset and jealous#When ingo drops the fuck out of the sky and after becoming the warden becomes friendly#the weird feral child running with Zoroarks. He tries to guide her into human behaviors which she finds so INTERESTING#Esp when he decides she's good enough to go into town!!! The town humans are neat and not at all scary like khan had always said#Ingo lies and says she's his daughter. That they had gotten separated during travel. That she had to survive on her own for a time#Which is why she's... Like That. Everyone eats it up. Gives her free stuff. Tells her they're glad she's reunited with her dad.#Akari tells Khan (who's only referred to as 'malice' yet) and Khan gets jealous as FUCK.#That is HIS BABY. HE FOUND HER. HE RAISED HER. SHE'S HIS DAUGHTER. NOT INGO'S!!!#But when he tries to sneak into Jubilife to steal her back? Bring her home? Do something? He's caught and chased out. And the next morning#Things are abuzz with the news that a black Zoroark had tried to break in!! Those things are so dangerous!! Say...#Hadn't the clans mentioned a black Zoroark before?#Akari discovers then (long after befriending ingo and months since she started coming into town) that Khan had told her the truth.#That these people hated Zoroarks. Feared them. But Ingo tells her that the clans have been harassed by them for generations.#That Malice is right but also he's wrong. And Akari decides she's going to show how GOOD Zoroarks are!!! How loving the are to their family#She ends up helping Laventon and Rei with the dex. She is still known as Warden Ingo's Feral Daughter. And everyone wonders and fears#Bc somehow one of the first pokemon she caught was a zorua she keeps in her party ALWAYS. Ingo thinks her wanting to show the good side#of Zoroarks is a good thing. Peace would be beneficial. He's heard hunters in the pearl clan discuss wanting to track down and kill#Every Zoroark and zorua to keep them from hunting the clans. He doesn't want an entire species wiped out!#So there is Ingo and his 'daughter' (who he is genuinely starting to see as his daughter) and then suddenly#One day there is a knock at the door. And ingo opens it to see a young man with a nasty scar GLARING at him#And the first thing he says is 'give me back my child' which makes ingo ???)#There were more tags but Tumblr said 'fuck you that's too many'#TLDR ingo has to lie to Jubilife residents and tell them Khan is his ex and the residents are LIVING for the perceived Family Drama™️
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.
#lee’s bullshit#even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November#trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester#I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Got upset thinking about the wasted potential of zoeys extraordinary playlist as psychological horror/thriller again :/
#the whole concept as like a deconstruction of musicals is so good#with the musical numbers being nonconsensual views into the psyches of the people around her and like how to deal with that#and her Nice Guy best friend should have been the main villain :(#but nope#we had to do the romcom angle unchanged#heres my pitch: keep the show mostly unchanged for the first season#or so#zoey is still a girl dealing with her father's terminal illness and imminent forboding passing#and she wakes up one day able to hear other peoples thoughts in the form of songs#she uses this to get closer to her boss and also her crush who she discovers is also dealing with grief and on the rocks with his ltr#suddenly one day she notices her boy 'best friend' who's kinda mean to her a lot keeps singing these like... really possessive love songs#she decides to let him down easy. she is actively grieving a passing father after all. cant get into a relationship right now#hes shockingly understanding! sings 500 miles to her and she feels as though he will be there for her :)#only uh oh! her crush is now single and they end up hooking up in a mutual grief/mutual pining/drunken impulse one night stand#and the one night stand turns into two nights. maybe three#suddenly her guy best friend is nowhere to be found. she starts to hear angry emo pop as she rounds every corner#until finally he confronts her; livid that her rejection wasnt a 'not right now' but a 'never'#emotions are so high and so intense that somehow the powers switch to him#the next season begins and we see the Nice Guy doing all the same things Zoey was doing#only now everything is framed in a much more sinister light; the audience can now clearly see the fucked up power dynamic#provided by this power#zoey must find a way to stop her former friend's path of destruction and emotional manipulation without allowing him to hear her thoughts#and also avoid his emotional outbursts at her as hes faced with undenial proof that her feelings for him were never as romantic as he wished#idk how this story ends#but it's a lot more interesting to chew on than what they gave us
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
in preparation for the move I went through the deeply healing process of canceling a bunch of monthly subscriptions I had managed to accumulate over the years, turns out I was spending $70.76 on functionally nothing. Annoyed I let it get to that but happy to have the money back in my pocket so I can put it towards more responsible things: warhammer minis
#for those curious the bulk of it was kindle unlimited and audible#both of which were meant to be free trials that ended up sucking away my money for over a year without me using them once#audible was epsecially annoying because i distinctly remember trying to cancel it no less than 3 different times#and each time getting stunlocked trying to figure out how to spend the credits I'd accidentally managed to accumulate#fortunately my recent interest in warhammer finally provided an outlet and I've rid myself of it#also I will say about 9 bucks of that monthly total doesn't really count#since it was a nexus mods membership i really only subscribed to so I could mod morrowind#it had only been active for like 2 months at that point#again granted it was meant to be 0#but nowhere near as bad as the amazon ones#the rest were random misc shit#patreons I'd been subbed to for too long#a server farm I was using to host a website I ended up letting expire#etc.#in reality the main motivation for this was that I thought electricity would be covered by the rent in my upcoming lease#but it wasn't#so i never accounted for it in my can i afford this math#so i needed to pull an electricity bills worth of money out of the aether on a monthly basis#which this has hopefully managed to accomplish#the next big money saving task will be to learn how to stop eating out so fucking often#im literally eating myself out of my retirement because I'm too much of a baby and want burger instead of home cooked meal
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#three gigantic explosions went off RIGHT under my window in the past hour alone#every time it's so loud my body reacts with total panic like i've just been shot and i'm dying#my chest physically hurts. like i'm scared i might have a heart attack from this#sitting here in my living room feeling the least safe i've ever felt at home and so terrified i'm sobbing uncontrollably#it's just constant tension and fear and bracing myself for the next one#and it's barely 5 pm. this will probably continue until 3 or 4 in the morning at least. if not literally all night#this is fucking insane. it's never been this bad before. i genuinely don't know if my health can handle this#but i have nowhere to go. i'm so scared. i don't know what to do#can't even call the police because this shit is inexplicably legal???#i tried earplugs but it's so loud it makes zero difference. like imagine telling someone in a war zone to wear earplugs#jesus christ i can smell the gunpowder even from indoors#i'm so scared. this is horrible. i wish i could take some super strong drug to knock me out until tomorrow#but any drug strong enough to keep me unconscious through this shit would be strong enough that i wouldn't feel safe taking it at all#i saw my neighbor throw something out his window that i first thought was a firecracker?#but it fizzled and went out so maybe it was just a cigarette butt#but if i see someone in my building setting firecrackers off... i'm genuinely afraid of what i might do#like i'm scared i might fully lose it and go bang on their door and get in a physical altercation with them#i cannot emphasize how much i am in full fight-or-flight nothing-to-lose mode right now. and i can't flee. so that leaves only fighting#i might never get citizenship if i'm arrested for attacking somebody but even that thought isn't enough to hold me back rn#this is awful awful awful. i don't know what to do. how am i going to make it through this night? how is this shit not illegal?#i wish i could at least stop crying jfc this is horrible
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
🥺🫶🎉
#ptn#path to nowhere#tablet stopped working at the worst timing so traditional it is sobbing#ptn rahu#im so sorry my love ill do you justice next time 🥺#ILY RAHU HAPPY BIRTHDAY OML#rahu#REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#NOBODY SAY A THING ITS STILL 28 DEC WHERE I LIVE HUSH
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
(´･ᴗ･ ` )
#I really like the “We're the bad guys' enemy” line. For someone I generally despise Dazai has all my favourite lines in this show…#Idk I can't really vibe with the unbalance that there is between s/kk.#Like when push comes to shove‚ Dazai has the power to keep Chuuya alive or let him die.#I understand why they make a compelling dynamic in their complexity‚ but it just doesn't do it for me.#I'm a little sad my opinion on them hasn't really changed since I watched the anime for the first time...#Also; I really can't vibe with Chuuya allowing Dazai to kill Q. Yes I know Chuuya cares about his comrades deeply.#Yes I know it can be interpreted as Chuuya seeing himself in Q as a living weapon and being disgusted by it#(though I honestly don't think that was intentional of the author).#Yes I know Chuuya is a mafioso and kills people. No I don't think your personal issues justify you being a dick to other people I'm sorry.#Back to my main annoyance with the episode: I must have already talked about this but I hate hate hate the narrative#“the mafia works for the city” “the mafia deeply loves the city too” it's so so sickening and insulting please stop I'm begging.#Please visit any actual city with a rooted mafia presence for once in your life (signed: someone whose hometown was destroyed by the mafia.#The writers really don't know what they're talking about and‚ politely‚ it's offensive.)#Also b/sd keeping being extremely nationalist with Mori (who's largely depicted unsimphatetically for the first part of the episode)–#bringing up western thinkers and subtly mocking Fukuzawa for not knowing them–#and Fukuzawa (the righteous man. the noble spirit and just soul in this episode and Mori's antithesis)–#stepping forward to say that he knows strategists from the east (because who else would he need?)#I don't know if it's meant to symbolize the conflict with an hostile and invading foreign power (the Guild).#But it does come across as. A very isolationist way of thinking.#I know it's subtle but it's really evident for me. And I didn't want to talk about this any further…#But by bringing actual examples of this I hope I can better explain why I think that b/sd holds nationalist views–#and that I'm not just making it up out of nowhere. Otherwise I fear I'd only come off as pettily hostile to b/sd in everything#That's it. I feel like I've been losing a lot of mutuals over my main recently due to not shutting up (sorry)#so I suppose it's only fair I lose them on here too pffttt.#Tune in next week for more bad takes#random rambles
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
My friend is leaving for a different state and I don't know what to feel
#its not like we meet that often either#we met once in the last two years#We weren't on talking terms for a year too#and yet yet i love her too much#she stopped talking to me for no reason and later during her birthday i texted her a long message she replied too and.. that's it#again during my birthday she sent me a huge text and i cried and i called her the next day#she was so skeptical about starting over again and almost disconnected the call#all because i simply told her that it will never be the Same again and that I'll always have the fear that she's gonna leace#*leave#yet we started talking again#though I'm the one doing most of the talking part#and guess what? this is not the first time this has happened. she stopped talking to me out of nowhere a few times before too#it took her months :)#does she still hold too much power over me? yes#would I die for her? yes#what am i on tonight omg i need to get a life#sorry having a moment#had to get that out#idk what to feel anymore#i want to die#abhi rants
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
if my irls text me abt the election one more time we're not friends anymore
#'im so scared girl' shut the fuck up. shut the fuck up. stop coming to me out of nowhere with this. call a therapist. this is not my fucking#problem. I do not need you to pollute me with your fucking worries. I have enough on my own.#everyone is going to be so fucking annoying to talk to on campus for the next week . and while I know that is so not the problem . I dont#want to kill myself and if these cunts dont SHUT UP we are going to dangerously veer towards that path#LEAVE ME ALONE!! IM NOT YOUR DIARY!!#this isn't abt posting on here btw literally all of my online friends have been so normals#vent
3 notes
·
View notes